Dear family and friends,
So first things first, an update on the exercise!! I know, it is probably hard to believe, but I am still going strong with the whole wake up at 5:20 every morning to do exercise. In fact, Elder Velazquez is so committed to the every morning part, that even when we would have to wake up early to do some sort of errand, we wake up even earlier to do exercise! So one day this week we woke up at 4:15!!! That one was super tough for me, but it is worth the sacrifice because I have already started to feel a lot better!! Today we did 150 squats and miraculously, I can walk just normal! That is a huge difference than day 1 when we did 50 and I couldn't even walk. haha!
Also, to help out with avoiding health issues, we have been trying to eat a little better. For me, that is not much on changing what I eat, but how much I eat.... Back in the day when I was swimming for 2-4 hours a day, I could eat whatever I wanted whenever I wanted and not even give a first thought. But things are a little different now..... haha so overall I am already feeling a lot better and it has only been like 12 days now!!
So this last week with Mariela was sort of an interesting one. The Branch President had a concern about going ahead with the baptism, and wanted that she would be interviewed again. But this time with a different focus. So Saturday in the morning we invited the zone leader again to do another interview with certain focuses, and he informed us that it would be better if she could speak with Pte Collado before she was baptized, so it would have to be postponed. At first I was a little frustrated, because the next three days after that were really difficult because she was not home. She took a spontaneous trip to Juigalpa and so I thought maybe she got offended and was hiding from us. I just wanted the opportunity to speak with her to resolve the doubts that she had. So finally, last night, we had our first encounter with her, and I taught her while on divisions with a member. ***side note: we just experienced another earthquake :) so we had to rush out of the office and wait outside for a bit. But it was seriously super tiny haha*** So we taught Mariela, but she was actually a little offended that she had to be interviewed two different times. We took that as a good opportunity to teach really in depth about Repentance!
We explained that real repentance is a very delicate process. But at the same time, it is super important, and one part of repentance is to confess the sin that we have committed. I think having taught that, she understood a lot more clearly that it was a very important part of repentance to confess. But all in all, everything is fine, and we told her that the best situation right now would be to talk to someone who has better authority to determine if she is repented already so that she can really feel free from the previous sins through baptism.
This really taught me a lesson too as I was teaching! haha Imagine that! She is totally ready and has such a great heart and true desires, but if a person needs more time or has something more to learn, there is no need to rush things. All will happen as it is supposed to happen if we are giving our best effort!
Oh also just a quick side note, it was presidents birthday on Saturday, so we (Elder Maradiaga, Velazquez and I) went up to the mission home on Saturday morning to have birthday breakfast and cake with president! That was super awesome, and now the mother of Sister Collado was also in town, so both of the grandmas were here! haha
Something I have been thinking about a little bit lately is agency. We listened to a talk by John Bytheway one day in the car this week and he talked a little about how God is all about freedom and Satan is all about addiction! And it is so true, but sometimes it doesn't sound that way! Satan is really clever making it sound the exact opposite. Often I have heard the phrase, "But because you are mormon, that means you can't do like anything right? Like you can't even have fun?" That is 100% not even true at all. But satan makes it sound really good. The truth of the matter is that we have the commandments to give us freedom, but along with that, WE HAVE TO MAKE THE CHOICE!!!
Agency, the blessing of being able to choose. Think about a life without agency. Assuming we followed Lucifer´s plan from the start, we would never choose to do the right, we would be forced to do it. How BORING would that life be. We would not know what it is like to have sorrow for bad choices, and therefore we would not know how great it feels and how FREE we feel when we are following the commandments. God permitted us to have agency out of love, so that we could make the choices to enter into His kingdom and have eternal happiness. Satan wishes for us to suffer, as he suffers, but we have a choice:
(2 Nephi 2:27) 27 Wherefore, men are free according to the flesh; and all things are given them which are expedient unto man. And they are free to choose liberty and eternal life, through the great Mediator of all men, or to choose captivity and death, according to the captivity and power of the devil; for he seeketh that all men might be miserable like unto himself.
We are in this life to prove to God that we want to enter into his Kingdom
(Alma 34:32) 32 For behold, this life is the time for men to prepare to meet God; yea, behold the day of this life is the day for men to perform their labors.
And when we make the decisions to keep his commandments, we are worthy of his blessings and eternal happiness
(Mosiah 2:41) 41 And moreover, I would desire that ye should consider on the blessed and happy state of those that keep the commandments of God. For behold, they are blessed in all things, both temporal and spiritual; and if they hold out faithful to the end they are received into heaven, that thereby they may dwell with God in a state of never-ending happiness. O remember, remember that these things are true; for the Lord God hath spoken it.
I know that agency is a wonderful blessing that God permitted us to keep as we entered our life here on the earth. And that he has given us the commandments as a guide to help us get through this life!
I love you all and hope that this week is a great one!
Elder Moser
Only one pic from this week. but its a good one! :) We caught these two little friends that were running around in the house for a little while. It was all fun and games, but then someone got hurt.... haha needless to say, we caught our two food robbers! Elder Maradiaga took care of them afterwards...